In my past
relationships with the opposite sex I found that in the beginning my infatuation
blinded me to the true potential of the pairing. I would always feel that
this time I was on the right track ... that it would last and be the "idyllic"
relationship drummed into me by my conditioning. However, these partnerships
would eventually devolve into more base elements. The most obvious sign
would be the changing of our sexual relations from one of loving and compassionate
interaction to a very one sided sadomasochist sexuality. I suppose that
for some, sadomasochism is a loving relationship. For me it turned that
way when I began using the women to play out my hostility towards them.
It amazes me how many women go for it. It also was pretty terrible how far
it went some times. I'm very happy today that I did not land in jail for
hurting someone. Where did I get these angry feelings? Hell if I know. This
painting is one of many pictures I have done which are inspired by these
activities.
Pleasing the Insect
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1987 ... Water color
and gouache on paper, Image: 22" X 30", Framed size:
30" x 40"
Multicolor matt with inlaid riding crop in lacquer frame / plexiglass
Original available for sale
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